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I started the story at the beginning
Where I started to understand everything
And I don't know what anything means anymore
And Its hard to express myself using words
because I don't fully understand
And I'm scared
I'm scared of the future...
I know how it becomes
It's everything that goes at once
I know everything comes apart
And I know what everything would do. To save you.
And I know...
One thing that I'm scared of that doesn't fully make sense is how my eyes go back into my head when I fall asleep. Or if maybe they stay in the same position...
I'm sorry for all the things that I've done. You're inside us all. My eyes look upright when I'm scared. I'm not scared. You're not scared. The darkness that lives inside us all.
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Malagueña
01:16
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(featuring Chaver)
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My Imaginary Friend
03:53
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You are only my friend
Cos I made you up in my head
What's it like to know that you're not real?
Well at least you know how to feel
And you can tell what is right
Being where you are tonight
I'm okay with the fact that you don't exist
I'm okay with the fact that we'll never kiss
My imaginary friend
You are just my friend
That's okay cos I made you up in my head
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4. |
Ur Opinion Is Invalid
02:21
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I can't believe that my favorite show was canceled can you believe what the networks did what the shit is that
I can't believe that you showed up to my party without an invitation who even does that
And I can't believe that you have that opinion because it's so wrong
You're wrong
For liking that
I can't believe it
You suck
You're wrong
You're so wrong
I can't believe you
What the hell
I can't believe
you like that thing
that I don't like
You say that you like this one rapper more than me but I think I like him the most
You say that you have been watching this one show because you like the host
You think that you know it all because you go on the internet
You think that you know so much shit about life because you have friends
Well I can't believe that
You're wrong
For liking that
I can't believe it
You suck
You're wrong
You're so wrong
I can't believe you
What the hell
I can't believe
you like that thing
that I don't like
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5. |
YOU
02:06
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Nobody understood why I was singing this song
Well I was singing it wrong
And it was about me
But you thought it was about somebody else
You thought it was about yourself
But I swear to God it was not
But the whole time it was all about me, well it's plain to see
But you weren't listening
Well I never meant to make you think it was about you
Cos the whole time I didn't have anyone in mind, only myself
I guess I deserve to go to hell
But I was only thinking about writing a song to calm myself down
To calm myself down, to calm myself down
Because I have so much anger within my soul
Within my soul, within my soul
My soul
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6. |
Don't Leave Me Yet
02:20
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I had a dream that you died
When I woke up I cried
Please don't leave me yet I love you
I know it's not avoidable
Every life in existence is terminal
Please don't ever leave me i love you
It hurts to think about
But I know I will die some day too
I still hate everything about my life
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Don't Be Scared
04:20
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Well when it's dark outside don't be scared
It's not as bad as it seems
And now you leave us with no choice for all the girls and the boys
Where will that leave us when you've had your goodbyes?
How can that hold us down when the tide is yours tonight?
Where will we go now that we're lost and we can't come across the past for all of the time? For all of the time.
For all of the times that we felt so tonight.
Old Mr. Canterbury lives on that house on the top of that hill
But no one's ever seen him in a while
But I've heard that he's not all that bad
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8. |
Help Yourself
01:49
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When you said that you wanted me to fill you in
When you said that you never needed my help
But you ask for my help anyway
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9. |
I Wish I Knew You
03:53
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I want to kiss you
But I don't feel like I know you that well
I want to touch your hair
But I don't feel like I know you that well
I want to sing songs with you
But I don't feel like I know you that well
I don't think that any of that matters
Because I feel very close to you so well
I hope today is the day that you fall in love with me
Because otherwise I'll just go back to sleep
We'll go on an adventure
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I feel like I wanna die when I look outside
And the trees and the leaves
I start to cry
I know it's not fair to myself
But I know that I want what I want
No one could stop me
I just want to know for sure
If this hasn't been all a big waste of my time
Please help me because I feel like I wanna die
Now when I look at the sky
I wanna die
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11. |
Travel Song
02:15
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Don't wanna be stuck in one place for my whole life.
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12. |
Complete Isolation
01:21
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I walked alone into the desert, one night.
All alone.
I walked alone into the desert one night.
All by myself.
Don't make me laugh. I don't feel like that.
It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter at all.
Oh god I feel so alone.
So alone.
Never again.
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13. |
This Christmas
03:51
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Well I hope that you kiss me under the mistletoe
This year won't be a good one if you are not here
I know it won't get better
If you hate me, I would understand
But why would you when you could love me now more than ever?
Why would you do something like that?
I don't understand why you hate me now when last year you thought I was the bomb.
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14. |
Forgotten Nostalgia
03:38
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Well I would've been a superhero if not for you
I guess I can't have everything but
At least I have you
Oh the moon shines so bright in the sky
And the clouds all illuminated
I can't believe it
I know what I must do
But I don't want to move
From the ground
I remember in September when you stopped talking to me
Now I barely think of you
And when I do, I think it's kinda strange that I don't really think much of you at all
I sometimes wish that I did, but mostly I don't give a SHIT
The two times you crossed my mind in the past month
It didn't really bother me but they ruined my day anyway
I wish I could tell you a little something
Something you've forgotten, something you have lost
I will never let you live that down
Cos I now finally understand
And you don't. Not at all.
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15. |
Dreamer's Dream
02:03
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Dream as you fly
What a bullshit thing to say
Nothing works out in the end
Not for anyone in any way
Life is only a repetitive series of boring loops and everything is in essence of itself a figment of a dreamer's dream, trying to find itself again before it vanishes into dust like a book that hasnt been touched from centuries ago. Only the darkness will fill in the soul and shed a little bit of light into my heart before it becomes obliterated and crumbles into tiny pebbles that you walk on during vacation. The sand you see before you is my shriveled up heart. You tore it out and now you step on it like it is not the hearts of millions. You selfish good-for-nothing bastard.
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