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1.
I started the story at the beginning Where I started to understand everything And I don't know what anything means anymore And Its hard to express myself using words because I don't fully understand And I'm scared I'm scared of the future... I know how it becomes It's everything that goes at once I know everything comes apart And I know what everything would do. To save you. And I know... One thing that I'm scared of that doesn't fully make sense is how my eyes go back into my head when I fall asleep. Or if maybe they stay in the same position... I'm sorry for all the things that I've done. You're inside us all. My eyes look upright when I'm scared. I'm not scared. You're not scared. The darkness that lives inside us all.
2.
Malagueña 01:16
(featuring Chaver)
3.
You are only my friend Cos I made you up in my head What's it like to know that you're not real? Well at least you know how to feel And you can tell what is right Being where you are tonight I'm okay with the fact that you don't exist I'm okay with the fact that we'll never kiss My imaginary friend You are just my friend That's okay cos I made you up in my head
4.
I can't believe that my favorite show was canceled can you believe what the networks did what the shit is that I can't believe that you showed up to my party without an invitation who even does that And I can't believe that you have that opinion because it's so wrong You're wrong For liking that I can't believe it You suck You're wrong You're so wrong I can't believe you What the hell I can't believe you like that thing that I don't like You say that you like this one rapper more than me but I think I like him the most You say that you have been watching this one show because you like the host You think that you know it all because you go on the internet You think that you know so much shit about life because you have friends Well I can't believe that You're wrong For liking that I can't believe it You suck You're wrong You're so wrong I can't believe you What the hell I can't believe you like that thing that I don't like
5.
YOU 02:06
Nobody understood why I was singing this song Well I was singing it wrong And it was about me But you thought it was about somebody else You thought it was about yourself But I swear to God it was not But the whole time it was all about me, well it's plain to see But you weren't listening Well I never meant to make you think it was about you Cos the whole time I didn't have anyone in mind, only myself I guess I deserve to go to hell But I was only thinking about writing a song to calm myself down To calm myself down, to calm myself down Because I have so much anger within my soul Within my soul, within my soul My soul
6.
I had a dream that you died When I woke up I cried Please don't leave me yet I love you I know it's not avoidable Every life in existence is terminal Please don't ever leave me i love you It hurts to think about But I know I will die some day too I still hate everything about my life
7.
Well when it's dark outside don't be scared It's not as bad as it seems And now you leave us with no choice for all the girls and the boys Where will that leave us when you've had your goodbyes? How can that hold us down when the tide is yours tonight? Where will we go now that we're lost and we can't come across the past for all of the time? For all of the time. For all of the times that we felt so tonight. Old Mr. Canterbury lives on that house on the top of that hill But no one's ever seen him in a while But I've heard that he's not all that bad
8.
When you said that you wanted me to fill you in When you said that you never needed my help But you ask for my help anyway
9.
I want to kiss you But I don't feel like I know you that well I want to touch your hair But I don't feel like I know you that well I want to sing songs with you But I don't feel like I know you that well I don't think that any of that matters Because I feel very close to you so well I hope today is the day that you fall in love with me Because otherwise I'll just go back to sleep We'll go on an adventure
10.
I feel like I wanna die when I look outside And the trees and the leaves I start to cry I know it's not fair to myself But I know that I want what I want No one could stop me I just want to know for sure If this hasn't been all a big waste of my time Please help me because I feel like I wanna die Now when I look at the sky I wanna die
11.
Travel Song 02:15
Don't wanna be stuck in one place for my whole life.
12.
I walked alone into the desert, one night. All alone. I walked alone into the desert one night. All by myself. Don't make me laugh. I don't feel like that. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter at all. Oh god I feel so alone. So alone. Never again.
13.
Well I hope that you kiss me under the mistletoe This year won't be a good one if you are not here I know it won't get better If you hate me, I would understand But why would you when you could love me now more than ever? Why would you do something like that? I don't understand why you hate me now when last year you thought I was the bomb.
14.
Well I would've been a superhero if not for you I guess I can't have everything but At least I have you Oh the moon shines so bright in the sky And the clouds all illuminated I can't believe it I know what I must do But I don't want to move From the ground I remember in September when you stopped talking to me Now I barely think of you And when I do, I think it's kinda strange that I don't really think much of you at all I sometimes wish that I did, but mostly I don't give a SHIT The two times you crossed my mind in the past month It didn't really bother me but they ruined my day anyway I wish I could tell you a little something Something you've forgotten, something you have lost I will never let you live that down Cos I now finally understand And you don't. Not at all.
15.
Dream as you fly What a bullshit thing to say Nothing works out in the end Not for anyone in any way Life is only a repetitive series of boring loops and everything is in essence of itself a figment of a dreamer's dream, trying to find itself again before it vanishes into dust like a book that hasnt been touched from centuries ago. Only the darkness will fill in the soul and shed a little bit of light into my heart before it becomes obliterated and crumbles into tiny pebbles that you walk on during vacation. The sand you see before you is my shriveled up heart. You tore it out and now you step on it like it is not the hearts of millions. You selfish good-for-nothing bastard.

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This is the first full length album from the Smithtown-based one-man band, Mountains & Websites. This album has a lot of screaming and also singing and a little bit of electronic music. It's a little taste of everything. But mostly sadness.

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released January 19, 2014

Thanks to Chip for inspiring the motivational album art work

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"feels like heart break and falling in love at the same time"

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