in the rain on a saturday after a long time spent trying to speak through closed teeth exchanged but nothing meaningful seems to come out
you hair it was long and brown and wet
but i couldn't take my eyes off the angry pout you held
and with it you said to me words i couldn't make it and couldn't begin to understand
you said:
i never liked you in the first place
you said:
i never liked you in the first place
do you remember those quiet afternoons spent laughing together with nothing else on our minds?
I do
and I wonder, do you?
it was impossible to forget that held my existence in their grasp
and took it without regard to their care
and then tell me destruction of promises
you never meant to keep and you just made to forget
like our love altogether
you said you hated me now
you said you hated me now
i can't even begin to understand
i can't even begin
as if you weren't adored, you leave this place, my life, this earth
is what i kept singing to myself when i kept trying to forget
then i saw your eyes flash towards me again
and my breathe stopped and my heart stopped
like a cork upon a tied you said
like a cork upon a tied
I heard what your eyes said to me from beneath their cowl and knew that in some dim past, whether in life or revery, I had heard their tale before.
now i am unsure if my memory servers a purpose beyond itself
and can come to forget things i have to now
like you my love
and i can't help but think about the rain that day
and what it made me realize about us and the world
and the way i just didn't want it to grow any larger
but knew that i couldn't stop it
i could never stop the inevitable
but i could just sit and wait for it to come,
lie as a witness to my own life, without you
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